My dilemma is you

You make me so upset sometimes I feel like I could lose my mind. The conversation goes nowhere cuz you're never gonna take me there, and I know you're no good for me, I know it's not meant to be. Here's my dilemma one half of me wants you and the other half wants to forget. My dilemma from the moment I met you I just can't get you out of my head. I tell myself to run from you but I find myself attracted to my dilemma that it's you. Your eyes have told a thousand lies but I believe them when they look in mine I heard the rumors but you won't come clean I guess I'm hoping it's because of me. I could live without you, your smile, your eyes, the way you make me feel inside. I could live without you but I don't wanna.